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Monday, August 23, 2010 @ 12:08 AM
Hellooos people . :D
Another 5 days since ii last blogg-ed .
Hahaha .
Anyways , I'm kind of in a super bad mood now .
I totally got the feeling ii want to cry .
I dunnoee why , ii cried just now .
I'm still crying , the tears just keep coming down .
Sucks lahhh .
I hate people who dont make an effort to appreciate what you did for them .
I hate people who doesnt make an effort to talk to you nicely & show you their fcuking attitude when you speak nicely to them .
I hate people who dont make an effort to reply texts .
I hate people who dont appreciate me , taking it for granted that ii treat them well .
So dont act like the above & ii wont hate you . :D
Hehehehe . Anyways , even though I'm in a bad mood , ii still must act all happy .
All the stress is like piling up on me .
Relationships & school . The stress is so much that I'm gonna die .
I try my best to study , budden there are so many distractions .
What am ii going to do . I'm really very scared , very very scared .
I dont want to disappoint my parents .
I dont want to end up giving up the course ii studied so hard for .
Things ii cant live without : Family , bestfriends , boyfriend & my studies .
Hope ii wont lose anything . :(
I'm so freaking sad that ii dunnoee what to blog about .
Anyways , ii realised that after sec 4 , MESSY drift-ed apart .
Really very very apart . The only person ii contacted most was elaine . Then madeleine .
Anyways , gonna meet boyfriend on tuesday .
After tuesday , shld be very long not gonna meet him le bah .
CAuse exams coming . Fuck those exams . :(
Wanna go clarke quay buy stickies .
Watching movie also bah .
Hope everything goes well . Please . :(
Last week had been meeting up quite alot with boyfriend .
Lol . Keep eat eat eat , ii going very fat already lahh .
Had cafe cartel with him @ bishan .
Study abit only . Cause dont really have the atmosphere to study .
Had pasta , waffle fries , potato wedges & a extremely huge sundae with fruits .
Niceee luhhh . I love cartel's pasta .
Hope wednesday can meet elaine go study .
Been so long since we study together .
Enjoy-ed those times during O levels where we go airport & study .
Been so fun , even though we worked really hard during that time .
I still think that secondary school has been the most fun . :D
Especially those days where me & elaine used to run away from ms santha , our dm .
Haha . So hope can go study with her this week bah . O:
I NEED TO FOCUS .
I NEED TO STOP PROCRASTINATING .
I NEED TO STOP THINKING SO MUCH .
I NEED TO RELIEVE MY STRESS .
I NEED CONCERN FROM MY FRIENDS .
Ps , everything's okay now .
Thanks for the concern uh boyfriend .